Too loud inside my head Feels like crossroads I can’t choose wrong They say don’t stress Like it’s that easy When my whole future Feels so unsteady Every time I slow down start to look around Like… How’d I get here now? I’m drowning Trying to breathe But I’m panicking Smiling while I’m sinking Hoping nobody sees I think about time a lot Like I’m running out Did I do enough? Did I waste it all? I try to be strong Try to be steady But even on good days I’m not ready There’s this line in my head How did you get so far From who you thought You would be When you were 17? I’m drowning Trying to breathe, But panicking I’m drowning In my thoughts, Feeling the pressure Trying to hold it together But I’m losing my center Sometimes I close my eyes Wish it'd all dissolve Not asking for perfect Just… something that works I’m drowning Like I’m screaming underwater I’m drowning But trying to stay afloat Till I figure it out
