Disgruntled father (Hardcore gangsta rap) 🎙️🇺🇸

[Theme: Disgruntled father, childhood trauma, cheating, car crash, redemption] [Intro] Yeah... This for the dads who couldn't love... Till they almost lost everything. [Verse 1] I was bitter by design, not by choice Raised in fire, never heard a kind voice Eight years old, fists and belt, that was my lullaby Ran from home, hit the streets, learned to survive Foster homes, cold rooms, nobody to trust So I built a wall of concrete, covered it in dust Met a woman, had two kids, thought I could fake it But hate was in my bloodstream, couldn't shake it [Pre-Chorus] Especially my boy... He walked like me, talked like me Full of life that I killed in me Every laugh of his was a mirror And I couldn't stand the reflection [Chorus] I'm a disgruntled father! Irritated by my own blood! Drank to kill the memory Till I drove into a tree! Crash! Wake up! Near death was the antidote Now I see what I became And I hate it... I hate it... [Verse 2] Wife cookin', kids laughin', it all got on my nerves Every sound was a trigger, every word felt like a curse Had a girlfriend on the side, packed my bags, made my plans Walk out on my family, like my daddy did to me, damn Cycle repeat, that's what I was bred for But that night I was drunk, stupid, hit the guardrail door Metal twist, airbag punch, world went black Woke up in a hospital bed, with tubes on my back [Bridge] Doctor said "You almost died" And for the first time in years... I cried Not for me. For them. For the man I was supposed to be [Verse 3] I saw myself in my son and I was scared 'Cause if he ends up like me, then we both lost So I put the bottle down, picked the kids up Told my wife "I'm sorry" and I meant it for once Trust is a muscle, and mine was weak But I'm in therapy now, speakin' every week Hate wasn't a stranger... but love moved in Disgruntled father... but I'm tryin' to begin [Outro] It took a crash to stop the crash... Don't wait for the tree, man. Talk to somebody. marv marvel music