Yeah... Mmm Thought I was losing you Turns out I was losing me Funny how I gave away Pieces I could never replace Trying to be everything You never even had to chase Stayed up watching my phone glow Waiting for your name to light Meanwhile my own soul was sitting In the dark every night Made excuses for your distance Turned your silence into songs Kept rewriting every chapter Trying to figure out what I did wrong Looking in the mirror asking What does she have that I don't? Till the woman staring back at me said Baby! That's not the question Cause I kept shrinking Trying to fit Inside a love That wasn't built for me So gone Gone from my own reflection So gone Lost inside the misconception Thought your love was where I'd find me Thought your heart would set me free I was so gone over you I forgot about me So gone So unreal Thought your validation Was how healing should feel I was so gone over you Till I found my way back home [melodic transition] Used to check every little sign Analyze every little word Looking for answers in your actions Instead of listening to mine Made your happiness my mission Made your problems my concern Forgot a flame without attention Eventually stops its burn The crazy thing Wasn't losing you The crazy thing Was how far I'd drifted Trying to earn a love That should've never been a competition And every tear Every lonely night Was leading me Back to my own light So gone Gone from my own reflection So gone Lost inside the misconception Thought your love was where I'd find me Thought your heart would set me free I was so gone over you I forgot about me No more comparing No more chasing No more standing in another woman's shadow No more asking Why her? Why not me? The answer finally found me Because I was never meant To abandon myself To be chosen I was supposed to choose myself No more Gone from my own reflection No more Living for somebody else's affection I can love Without losing myself I can give Without emptying myself I was so gone over you Now I'm coming back to me Coming back to me Coming back to me Said I needed you But I don't really need you Thought I needed you But I was searching for my own truth And now the woman in the mirror Looks familiar again Yeah Looks familiar again
