[Intro] [Slow dreamy electric guitar, distant thunder, warm vinyl crackle, cinematic reverb] [Breathy male vocals, intimate and haunted] (Mmm...) (Ooooh...) [Verse 1] [Soft baritone vocal, sparse drums, smoky atmosphere] Your room was velvet, amber, rain Firelight flickering soft and strange Your black silk falling to the floor And me waiting by your door You brushed the curls back from my eyes Slow as prayer, sweet as wine And every time you looked at me I swore your darkness softened mine [Pre-Chorus] [Low bass pulse enters, subtle backing harmonies] Some nights you held me like a secret Some nights you hardly spoke my name Gods, I spent my youth believing Love was meant to feel that strange [Chorus] [Dreamy emotional swell, lush reverb guitars, melancholic backing vocals] What a dangerous thing To be sixteen beneath your touch What a wicked game you played To make me need you quite this much And I… Would’ve let you ruin me again Oh, and I… Would let you ruin me again (Ooooh...) (Again...) (Again...) [Interlude] [Echoing guitar melody, rain ambience, heartbeat-like kick drum] (Mmm...) [Verse 2] [More emotional vocal delivery, hypnotic rhythm] Rain rolled silver down the glass Your rings pressed cold against my hands You called me “dear” so low and slow Like no one else could understand Some nights your voice was warm as honey Some nights it chilled me to the bone Still I haunted all those hallways Just hoping you might call me home [Pre-Chorus] [Atmosphere builds, layered whisper harmonies] Maybe lonely boys grow foolish Trying to become somebody’s own Maybe I mistook being wanted For the closest thing to love I’d known [Chorus] [Full emotional bloom, sweeping reverb, Lana-style cinematic sadness] What a lonely thing To ache each time you turned away What a wicked game you played Making me beg for you to stay And I… Would’ve let you ruin me again Oh, and I… Would let you ruin me again (Again...) (Again...) (Stay...) [Bridge] [Instrumentation strips back, nearly whispered vocals, haunting ambient guitar] You moved through me like bad religion Velvet mouth and sinner’s grin One night I was your little darling Next night just another sin And gods, I drank your fleeting mercies Like expensive summer wine Just enough to keep me dreaming You might someday still be mine [Instrumental Interlude] [Long emotional guitar solo, dreamy and mournful, Chris Isaak-inspired] (Ooooh...) (Ooooh...) [Final Chorus] [Huge emotional climax, soaring cinematic atmosphere, aching vocal performance] What a wicked thing To still dream about your hands What a fragile kind of love To never truly understand And I… Would’ve let you ruin me again Oh, and I… Would let you ruin me again (Again...) (Again...) (Ooooh...) (Again...) [Outro] [Music slowly dissolves into rain ambience and distant guitar echoes] And I still don’t know If you loved me Or just loved being loved by me...