Verse 1 Nowadays, I'm moody, feeling sad and depressed Don't even know which words that can help me to express How I feel and what I been thru, gotta get off my chest But I feel weaker than ever, and surrounded by stress Life is gettin harder and honestly I don't have enough strength like I'm running a marathon and can't even catch my breath In times like this, you look for a loved one and she already left The dreams we hold onto and now I feel like i got backstabbed Empty promises and broken dreams, this looks like a test That God put me thru and i dont know if I’m still a-blessed i dont know if Fate can still hurt me when i wear a vest my mind’s warped as hell and all my emotions are a mess you’re not gonna like it when i decide to take off the mask truth is ugly, unfortunately that’s all you can get off this track had my utopic dreams in your dystopic world i frowned at packed’em all for another life, I’m walkin alone as an outcast Bridge: I’m fallin and fallin and fallin again hearin my demons, they’re callin again time for me to spit it,unload it again I’m fallin and fallin and fallin again (Musical break for 4-5 seconds) Chorus: And I’m lost…. I’m lost the hope within got bulldozed again i lost my soul in this lifeless form of dreams I’m lost Verse 2: Misplaced and disgraced in this maze of emptiness Dreams fade away, it was amazing just to feel happiness Cuts in the veins of life, terrified? Yeah, I can't forget The race of pace in this place, in a chase for peace they heart’s made of glass, mine’s turned into sand again it was broken enough times, ripped open, daggered in every imaginable way and forced to feel sad and ‘em chewed up like a gum, treated like a candy, M&M’s got cheated several times, threw down in an abyss now I’m still right there, lit a fire, red wine, campin in I’m far away from all the bullshit y’all sent to me fabricated feelings of yours, Lord knows i cant forgive I’m angry, filled with hatred, burnin with rage, it fits for my mental state of today, my demons raised a stake it gets escalated enough, I’m gettin split in half i was gonna become my dreams now i became Stan Ipkiss Bridge: I’m fallin and fallin and fallin again hearin my demons, they’re callin again time for me to spit it,unload it again I’m fallin and fallin and fallin again (Musical break for 4-5 seconds) Chorus: And I’m lost…. I’m lost the hope within got bulldozed again i lost my soul in this lifeless form of dreams I’m lost
