[intro] [sad piano] [muted] You know sometimes...I just don't wanna be anywhere in the world. Not where I am, not where I have to be - just nowhere, you know? Sometimes I just wish I could disappear for a day...but I'm still out here tryin' to make it cuz what else am I gonna do? [piano] [start beat] [verse] waking up to the wish that I were dead, never said, in my head, gotta keep these haters down so I get up outta bed, wash my face, brush my teeth, take the pills to cope with grief, fluoxitine, benzedrine, same routine, never seen but always clean like a bald man on the bottle, push the throttle, watch who you talk to, I might look like I got it done but bitch don't test me, not the one, I've been down the road too many times to think it all will come out fine cuz like, people die like every day, my tears have dried my heart can't break, shake like you wanna put the life in me, pumpin on my chest I got a right to be, came out from the slums they weren't right for me, and now y'all talkin shit you're makin light of me - bitch I've seen the worst lost my mom, lost my kids, lost my job, lost my wish, now you actin like I gotta perch, 30 years at the bottom now my skin just hurts, got me out here feelin' like I got it worse, but who did first? Was it me? was it you? was it all the groups they hate on too? Caught 'em doin dirt judges callin' that minor. Hold me back cuz these pedos wanna chill about with minors. whip the steel, know it's real, my guy it's made of iron. We don't play that shit, cuz y'all just P H D's that skipped the math minor...and I'm tired... [chorus, muted, melodic, chant, unison, layered] the noise and the silence the pain and the violence make me wanna go [boom] the hate and the anger the ignorance and danger make me wanna go [boom] [refrain, call and response] load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it (load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it) load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it (load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it) [instrumental] [verse] These bitches hate us so much got us all divided, NES or playstation player undecided. hold me down and sell me out but I ain't buyin. Real players real thugs but we ain't shinin'. Whatcha' mad for? Fix your face and tell a story. shit is boring, lookin at this white guy and stolen glory. statutory was the charge that they gave 'em, bringin' girls on planes so they could "save" em, from the life of scraping by you gotta save some - money in the jar then life gon' take some. wash and rinse, repeat like you a slave son, it's BEEN wrong, and it's BEEN done, you better shut your fuckin' mouth's bitch I ain't the one. I'm not on the side of the privileged few, are you new? Cuz this shit got me feelin kinda mad too. little boys can get fucked up while wearing fancy suits. I don't give a fuck I'll leave 'em black and blue. Who knew? Chasing down our freedom like they owe me too. Me too was the movement meant to take 'em down, all them clowns touch with out consent on kids in wedding gowns. If you feel like I feel my friend the time is now - their shit gone wild, so I'm strapped no matter where my guy that's why I smile. Pull the slide lay it back, and take a nap a while...cuz... [chorus, muted, melodic, chant, unison, layered] the noise and the silence the pain and the violence make me wanna go [boom] the hate and the anger the ignorance and danger make me wanna go [boom] [refrain, call and response] load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it (load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it) load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it (load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it) [bridge] nobody can tell me, no no no no no Nobody can tell me, no no no noooooo I done been through more than y'all could ever see so no no no no no nobody gonna tell me (fix your face when I'm talking bitch this shit is free) [chorus, muted, melodic, chant, unison, layered] the noise and the silence the pain and the violence make me wanna go [boom] the hate and the anger the ignorance and danger make me wanna go [boom] [refrain, call and response] load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it (load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it) load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it (load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it) [chorus, muted, melodic, chant, unison, layered] the noise and the silence the pain and the violence make me wanna go [boom] the hate and the anger the ignorance and danger make me wanna go [boom] [refrain, call and response] load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it (load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it) load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it (load it, cock it, bad boys can rock it) [piano] [outro] [end]
