cycles... i am tired of repeating, just wanna find the meaning, of what is going onn, with you. feelings, to you are just attacks on your self-image. if it doesn't fit your narrative, it's bullshit to you. what do you call it when your nervous system is always on standby? wanna express myself, time has ticked by... and nothingg has changedd.... if elevation feels like this, why does everything feel so low? doesn’t feel enlightened, it feels tense.. tired of living in suspense... i just wanna be able, to wake up... to one good day, without having to worry about, all these headaches... worry about the arguments, the delusions, the constant paranoia, it is not healthy living with this, i just wanna say goodbye.
