I Don’t Want To Die Alone

[Verse 1] Lord God I’m on the floor Face down Talking to the tiles All my friends have their someone I just scroll and fake a smile Every night I make a list Of the things I did all wrong Is there something in my heartbeat That makes it hard to love this long? [Chorus] I don’t want to die alone With an empty bed With a silent phone I just want a hand to hold Through every high Through getting old A man to live and die for To wake up to To fight for Lord I’m tired of being strong I don’t want to die alone [Verse 2] Why does every open door Slam shut when I step inside? Why do I keep giving pieces No one ever wants to find? Give me strength to keep on dreaming When another night goes dark Teach me how to trust Your timing When I’m pulling myself apart [Chorus] I don’t want to die alone With an empty bed With a silent phone I just want a hand to hold Through every high Through getting old A man to live and die for To wake up to To fight for Lord I’m tired of being strong I don’t want to die alone [Bridge] If You see me in this corner (hey) Shaking Praying in the dim Tell me You’re still writing stories Where I finally belong to him Till he finds me in this lifetime Or the answer’s just “not yet” Hold me when the house is quiet So I’m not only my regrets [Chorus] I don’t want to die alone With an empty bed With a silent phone I just want a hand to hold Through every high Through getting old A man to live and die for To wake up to To fight for Lord If love is still my home Don’t let me Don’t let me Die alone