(Verse 1) Sitting quietly Pondering to myself Wondering when They will have my meds in stock Mind scrambled cant think a single thought Words and sentences Can barely be put together (Chorus) This is the internal struggle You never see All you see is A loner sitting by himself Away from everyone My struggles run deep But I repeat Them you'll never see (Verse 2) This loner you see Has so much more To offer then what You can perceive But my mind Doesn't ever let me Even when medicated It helps but doesn't truly fix me Only makes the symptoms lesser (Chorus) This is the internal struggle You never see All you see is A loner sitting by himself Away from everyone My struggles run deep But I repeat Them you'll never see (Chorus) This is the internal struggle You never see All you see is A loner sitting by himself Away from everyone My struggles run deep But I repeat Them you'll never see (Verse 3) Adhd makes me process shit Way to fast Thats why normal communication Is so hard Then throw in social anxiety Oh what a wonderful Mental health cocktail for me So my struggles will remain internal Away from you all Dont mind me being all alone I like it by myself Even if sometimes wish I had the courage to Talk to all of you (Chorus) This is the internal struggle You never see All you see is A loner sitting by himself Away from everyone My struggles run deep But I repeat Them you'll never see (Chorus) This is the internal struggle You never see All you see is A loner sitting by himself Away from everyone My struggles run deep But I repeat Them you'll never see
