Abusive to me Why did you choose me Why did you abuse me I was soft, you were too rough Abusive useless love I loved it when you told me you loved me like no other I loved your passion you showed me as my lover But never knew you were the type to hurt a lady Put your hands on me - scarred me till I went crazy Abusive to me Why did you choose me Why did you abuse me I was soft, you were too rough Abusive useless love I’m teeny-tiny not a fighter You made me Frazier vs Ali Down goes me. /Repeatedly. / Painfully What did you win beating on me How can you tell me you love me for real While my sunglasses cover wounds while I heal How can you kick me mercilessly while I was down After you threw me to the ground I had to run before you ran me into the grave I had to run. Despite still loving you, I had to get away Put your hands on me it wasn’t lovingly Told me you cared, then trained me to fear Love and abuse aren’t the same One is real the other a game (Beatdown, broken), battered and abused Beatdown, broken, (battered and abused) (Beatdown, broken), battered and abused Beatdown, broken, (battered and abused) Abusive to me Why did you choose me Why did you abuse me I was soft, you were too rough Abusive useless love Said I asked for it - your slap I kissed Fed me fist, you kicked me, relentlessly Tamed my fire, my spirit, my mentality Like a servant of death you took life from me I’m gone, (got gone) I had to run away I’m gone, (long gone) I could not stay I’m gone, (so gone) don’t come round my way I’m gone, (I’m done) I got a gun, so don’t play Abusive to me Why did you choose me Why did you abuse me I was soft, you were too rough Abusive useless love