[Verse 1] I used to bow my head before I ate Knew every hymn and every word to say Sunday morning, I was always there Never had to wonder who was listening to my prayers Then life got good at proving me wrong One bad year turned into ten years gone I quit asking questions nobody answered And quit expecting anybody to [Pre-Chorus] I didn't wake up one day and change my mind I just stopped showing up a little at a time [Chorus] I don't know what I believe these days I still get mad when somebody says have faith There's a Bible in a drawer I haven't opened And a hundred things I'd like to ask if He's up there I ain't ready to call myself a changed man I'm not walking through those church doors yet But last night when I had nowhere else to turn I caught myself talking to Him again [Verse 2] I got pretty good at handling things myself Quit looking up and asking anybody else If something broke, I fixed what I could If life knocked me down, I got back up Then one night I ran out of answers Nothing I could do was gonna make it right Said, "I don't even know if You're still there But if You are, I could use You tonight" [Pre-Chorus] No thunder shook the windows in their frames The room stayed quiet, but I said His name [Chorus] I don't know what I believe these days I still get mad when somebody says have faith There's a Bible in a drawer I haven't opened And a hundred things I'd like to ask if He's up there I ain't ready to call myself a changed man I'm not walking through those church doors yet But lately when I have nowhere else to turn I catch myself talking to Him again [Bridge] Maybe I was waiting for some kind of proof Something big enough to tell me what was true Maybe all I needed was to finally admit For a man who says he doesn't believe I sure spend a lot of time arguing with Him [Final Chorus] I still don't know what I believe these days And I still roll my eyes when somebody says have faith But that Bible made it out of that old drawer It's sitting on the table where I see it every morning I ain't gonna tell you I've got it figured out Or swear I'll never lose my way again All I know is somewhere along the line I started talking to Him again [Outro] Don't know if He ever stopped listening I know I stopped talking I'm talking now
