[Verse 1 – slow, spaced] I wake. Same weight. Same walls. Same day. The light Feels fake. My name Feels strange. I try To care— It fades Away. [Verse 2 – still slow, slightly fuller] I move through moments like I’m not inside them, Every feeling filtered, faded, quiet, Voices talking, but they never land, I just nod like I’m supposed to understand. There’s a hollowness that hums beneath it, Every reason loses meaning when I reach it, Every answer just dissolves in air— Like it never really mattered I was there. [Pre-Chorus – building] And I keep counting cracks along the ceiling, Tracing thoughts that never turn to feeling, Every second stretching thin and worn— Like I’ve lived this life a thousand times before. [Chorus – moderate pace-4 wps] Nothing means anything anymore, Every door is just another door, Every step is something I’ve done before, And I don’t know what I’m stepping for. Nothing feels like it used to feel, I can’t tell what’s fake or real, If I disappeared, would anything change? Or just rearrange? [Verse 3 – faster, more packed-6 wps] Now the minutes start to multiply and spiral, Every thought becomes a tangled, tightening cycle, Try to hold onto a reason but it slides, Like it’s coated in the emptiness inside. And I’m running through reflections of a person I remember but I’m not sure I deserve them, Every version of myself just looks the same— Just a different way of spelling out my name. [Bridge – rapid, breathless escalation-10 wps] I keep thinking if I think enough I’ll fix it but I’m spinning in a system full of signals that are missing and I listen but I never hear a difference in the distance just a ringing like a prison in my vision and it’s tightening and twisting and existing feels conditional and distant like I’m drifting in a fiction that’s insisting that I’m living but I’m missing every reason I was given [Final Chorus – very fast, near-overload-14 wps] Nothing means anything everything’s empty and echoing endlessly endlessly bending and breaking and blending together whatever I was is irrelevant evidence never meant anything anything anything Everything’s fading and folding and falling apart and I’m calling it something but nothing is starting or stopping it’s all just a loop and I’m stuck in the middle and every direction’s the same [Outro – collapse back to slow] …nothing. Just… nothing.
