LØCKED 1N MY HEAD!

I’m fucked up, I’m locked in my head, Feelin’ trapped by the thoughts that I never said. Got the weight on my chest like I’m made outta lead, Tryna run from the noise but it’s all I dread. Yeah, I walk like a ghost when I’m crossin’ the floor, People think they know me but they don’t anymore. Tryna hold it all in, but I’m hittin’ that door— Every knock in my mind got me ready for war. Been stuck in this loop, can’t break that spin, I been battlin’ myself, I don’t know who wins. Got a mask on tight so they can’t see in, But the cracks in the smile show the shape I’m in. Everybody wanna judge but they don’t understand, I been keepin’ my balance with a shakin’ hand. Tryna piece myself together when I barely can stand, Feelin’ lost in the dark but I never get a plan. I’m locked in my head, no key, no light, Tryna breathe through the pressure that I fight each night. Keep the rage in my voice every time I write, It’s the only thing that keeps my heartbeat tight. I been runnin’ from the shadows that I never outran, Every thought hit heavy like it’s part of the plan. If you look into my eyes, you can see I’m that man Who been holdin’ every storm since the moment it began. Yeah, I’m fucked up, still standin’ on my own, Every battle that I fought, I been facin’ alone. Every weight on my back got me hard as stone, But I rise from the hurt like it’s all I’ve known. I been tryin’ to escape but the door won’t break, Every breath that I take feel like one more ache. Tryna push through the noise for my own damn sake— Locked in my head but I won’t unmake. So I shout in the quiet just to feel that spark, Let the rage in my chest paint the room too dark. If they think I’ma fall, watch me leave my mark— I’m the flame in the night, I ignite from the heart. I’m fucked up, I’m locked in my head, But I rise from the weight when they think I’m dead. Ain’t no fear in my eyes, only fire instead— Locked in my head, yeah, that’s where I’m bred.