Lyrics: Vera W, music: Vera W & quietxanon Coverart : Vera W ๐น๏ธ๐น๏ธ๐น๏ธ๐น๏ธ๐น๏ธ๐น๏ธ๐น๏ธ [Intro] [clean electric guitar, palm-muted syncopated riff] (Mmm-mmm) [Verse 1] [clean female vocals] My needs were always too much My feelings were always too much My presence was always a burden I was trained to be obedient To be a people servant To be a quiet one Listening orders not having needs Be a child good enough to fit [Chorus] [distorted guitar enters, driving drums] My needs were always too much My feelings were always too much My presence was always a burden I was trained to be obedient [Verse 2] [guitar returns to palm-muted riff] My expectations are too big I always was too me My thoughts, my ideas were shamed I should be someone but not myself I have my own mind, I hate following the crowd I'd rather be alone than fit their salon. [Chorus] [full band intensity] My needs were always too much My feelings were always too much My presence was always a burden I was trained to be obedient [Bridge] [instrumental guitar solo, melodic lead over driving rhythm] [Verse 3] [vocals become more assertive] I learned so quickly I was expected to be as they trained me But I always had that rebel vibe I fucked rules, I fucked pride I pretended long enough to be a good girl as they want But right now I follow my own path [Chorus] [maximum volume and vocal grit] My needs were always too much My feelings were always too much My presence was always a burden I was trained to be obedient [Outro] [sustained guitar chords] I've never been too much I was always enough I'm not a people servant I just follow my own demands I wasn't too much I was just given too little And today I can say Fuck yourself [drum fill] I'm no longer your friend
