Im allowed to be in pain.... And still be grateful Im allowed to feel alone...... And not be hateful Im allowed to cry Im allowed to grieve Im allowed to be broken And not be a seive............. Any longer... Im not stronger........... Im allowed to be weak, And not try any longer............. It hurts. It's okay. Banish all the demons, That want to play Say one thing to your face........... To the rest, you're a disgrace. Let them talk, let them curse While I design another Universe........ Nervous systems A funny thing Still 12 inside My childhood I bring Don't tell me to suppress her It's time for her to scream Where does it say loving children, Ends at 14? Fuck this society Where feelings aren't allowed It's time to get naked Unbuttoning my shroud They tell me to shut up My feelings are too loud Erase them with this drug Then lift me to the clouds........ You don't get to tell me what to say How to feel I don't remember ever agreeing to be surrounded by nothing real. Go ahead, erase your feelings You'll lose the magic too Energy doesn't lie Stop telling me what to do. Call me wicked Call me wild Call me your Red headed step child Call me angry Call me blue This is all because of you You can't talk me out of feeling You can't talk me into hope You say im delusional I think you're smoking dope I am human Take it or leave it. News flash, You're human too Unless you let the system win And eliminate All that's true Im not a doll Not a robot Come at me With all you got You won't convince me This is right Leave me alone..... Good night.
