I caught myself in the bathroom light today...................... And thought: who is that woman? And then: oh. Hey.. The neck is doing something that it didn’t do When I was thirty-two!!!!!!!! Forget the talk, let’s turn the lights down low... Let’s start the kind of dirty, private show...!!!!! You only read about. I’m tired of BEING GOOOD!!!!... Let’s do the things we know we really should...!!!!!!! Take me to the floor, the bed, the wall... I really, truly, do not care at all... Just take me. Hard. And don’t you ask me twice.. I’m sick to death of everything being nice... So own me. Use me. Make me fucking scream... Let’s end this boring, civilized, dull dream... kiss me or don't..just don’t whisper in my ear... I don’t want sweet talk, let me make it clear.... I want the sweat, the spit, the messy truth The beautiful and brutal parts of youth.... Yeah Be careless. Be nineteen at me. Be dumb... Get my name wrong. Get it wrong again. Then come!.. Put your hand across my throat. Just a little bit.... I want to lose myself in all of it.. I want to feel completely, truly CLAIMED...., Unapologetic and unashamed.... Please Don’t look at me like that. You don’t know the half of it.... Don’t stop.... Don’t you dare fucking stop.... ..... Again.... And again, and again, and again, and again. haha Let’s start and END the kind of dirty, private show! You only read about. I’m tired of being good.....!!!!!!!! I am tired.!!!!!!! No curtain call required!!!!!! .... ....... [grand finale]
