[Intro] There is only rejection For me I'm an existence That is cursed with isolation [Pre-Chorus] I'm a social butterfly That got her wings ripped I want to speak But my social anxiety cuts deep [Chorus] Blue truths I'm unlovable There's nothing good about me The hellfire burns inside [Verse] I wish I could end The perpetual Winter That got me feeling cold I yearn for warmth The unborn flower Wants to bloom The gray sky Wants to become paradise [Pre-Chorus] I'm a social butterfly That got her wings ripped I want to speak But my social anxiety cuts deep [Chorus] Blue truths I'm unlovable There's nothing good about me The hellfire burns inside [Verse] Hurt is unavoidable Love is fleeting I'm not enough By being myself My heart is breaking From the insecurities I'm a doll that cries I'm a princess that was abandoned [Pre-Chorus] I'm a social butterfly That got her wings ripped I want to speak But my social anxiety cuts deep [Chorus] Blue truths I'm unlovable There's nothing good about me The hellfire burns inside [Verse] Hey, I wish I was enough But it's obvious I'm not I'm damaged goods My smile will be broken By the reality I wish I could dream To be accepted completely [Outro] I'll be hurt I'll never be free This is the truth That causes me to weep