Am I everyone savior?

I noticed that every time I’m single, I am not ready to mingle. I take a deep journey with inside myself fall back in love with myself, and then all my talents start creeping out one by one in the masses 500 songs later and bearing you in your casket. The US speak of is the old me that used to wanna be everybody Savior, but I didn’t purposely wanna be everybody Savior. It’s just that’s what people looked up upon me and thought oh I can get a hold of her and tear her down because her light is too bright. I need to bring her down to my level. And I allow it until I recognize who I once was is no longer who I am now so do I run or do I stay? I stay longer than I should but it’s because I wanna pick them up and build them to their strongest because I know when I leave, my imprint will be on them, but now I have to pick myself up build myself back up from the crumbles of the pieces of the mosaic that I was left in, but is it is not your fault it is mine Because apparently I choose to be a savior