Beyond Tired (OCD Stressed to Max Mix)

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[intro]
SO TIRED: Angry, Pissed Off, Upset - emotionally and physically drained by disease, then even simple tasks get tougher add to the dis-please, downward spiral deepens, every day a Monday, never a weekend. So Tired, so fucking tired....

[Verse 1]
Woke up sore again
Like I never slept
Bottle on the nightstand
And a knot in my chest

Small things turn heavy
When the body says "no"
Keys feel like bricks now
Even crossing the room is slow

[Pre-Chorus]
And I hate this drag
How it pulls me under
One more little task
Feels like thunder

[Chorus]
I'm so tired, I'm so tired
(so tired, so tired)
Every day feels like Monday
I'm so tired, I'm so tired
(so tired, so tired)
Even the easy things break me

[Verse 2]
My patience is paper
My strength is sand
One more appointment
One more day head in hands

I'm mad at the mirror
Mad at the floor
Mad at the clock
For asking for more

[Pre-Chorus]
And I hate this drag
How it pulls me under
One more little task
Feels like thunder

[Chorus]
I'm so tired, I'm so tired
(so tired, so tired)
Every day feels like Monday
I'm so tired, I'm so tired
(so tired, so tired)
Even the easy things break me

[Bridge]
No weekend in sight
No off switch to find
Just a long gray line
Running through my mind

If I snap, if I cry
Let it fall, let it show
I am worn to the wire
And everybody knows

[Chorus]
I'm so tired, I'm so tired
(so tired, so tired)
Every day feels like Monday
I'm so tired, I'm so tired
(so tired, so tired)
Even the easy things break me

[Outro]
So tired
So tired
One more step
Then another

[ SO TIRED (ROCK): my chronic ailments hit harder some days than others. Today is one of those they KICKED MY ASS times. Angry, frustrated, and little I can do beyond what I am - never feel normal, ever again, only strive for "bit better" today. Auto-biographical tune to go along with TOO MUCH TIME ONLINE and FRIENDS LIKE THESE (you know the kind) frustration songs. ]

[ Fri. May 1st 2026 update (from my social-media:
frustratingly EXHAUSTED again today....
the very essence of why I crated:
https://suno.com/s/ONpf595VXNqeufO3 
I have a #book too, been in works for many years now. While the song autobiographical non-fiction the book is a more fictionalized version of the concept/sentiment (chance for others dealing with same, chance to relate - and understand: one day at a time, and yes some days it is OK to just NOT GET OUT OF BED)!

STRESSED TO THE MAX mix of SO TIRED. The my OCD brain will not shut off and let me have any Peace of mind and rest mix. Need some Peace/Relief begging and pleading REMIX. The literal FRUSTRATION MIX of So Tired to the RELAXATION MIX (INSTRUMENTAL) song attempt at Peace/Relaxation.  ]

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