My hands are shaking, but I cannot feel them A dark mist hangs all around me My heart beats too fast, a rhythm without rest My own body has put out the light I hear the voices, but the words fall dead A silent storm swallows all my words Who can still save me from my own head? Sleepwalking through the room, here but not really here The sorrow cuts deep, in every way In my throat, in my stomach, in a burning chest I’m losing control of the storm inside my head There’s a black cloud hanging over me I feel trapped inside myself My head says error, my body shuts down Everything hurts each time it returns I can’t say anything, I can’t see anyone Is this who I am, or who I’ve become? A short fuse, frustration running high A dark blanket of clouds swallowing all the sky Fragments of memory I lose along the way A feeling I would never choose myself Keeping my distance, closing all the doors Because the waves would overwhelm me otherwise There’s a black cloud hanging over me I feel trapped inside myself My head says error, my body shuts down Everything hurts each time it returns I can’t say anything, I can’t see anyone Is this who I am, or who I’ve become? My soul hurts, deep down to my bones Let the world outside just forget about me I want to put it into words, but my voice is gone Only this physical pressure taking over everything, saying: Not now. Not here. There’s a black cloud hanging over me I feel trapped inside myself My head says error, my body shuts down Everything hurts each time it returns I can’t say anything, I can’t see anyone Is this who I am, or who I’ve become? Sleepwalking… Being here, but not really here Black haze… LET ME GOOOOOOOO!
