[Verse 1] Left alone with my thoughts In the dark they cut the most Waiting for something that won’t ever come Still too scared to let go Beautiful moments in my memory Fighting with times that weren’t so nice Everything feels almost imaginary In the slowly fading lights [Bridge] I want to let go, but I don’t want to I don’t feel ready for a breakthrough Stuck between the past and the future Feeling like a complete loser [Chorus] Do I want you in my future? Or just trying to push it through? Mind confused, heart in pieces Everything in me still missing you Is my peace worth that risk? Am I lying to myself? I want you in my life so badly Is it right? The time will tell [Verse 2] In the end I chase your shadow Try to catch a part of you Holding on to the same illusions Same old patterns, that’s the truth I don’t want to feel so lonely Especially when you’re by my side Remnants of hope run deep in me So my heart just can’t decide [Chorus] Do I want you in my future? Or just trying to push it through? Mind confused, heart in pieces Everything in me still missing you Is my peace worth that risk? Am I lying to myself? I want you in my life so badly Is it right? The time will tell [Outro] People say to just be strong Don’t give up, let it grow But I see us stuck in place No more effort, but more space All our laughs — that’s what I miss Deeper talks and all of this I don’t want the grief or pain… But it’s with me every day
