[AUTO-REFINED VERSION] ( I feel like... ) Sunshine gon’ come, but it bring rainy days Still I numb the pain with the codeine phase Crossover life like I fade away Kobe in the clutch when the game don’t play ( I feel like... ) Down by two, but I still take shots Steve Nash in Phoenix step back when the pressure gets hot Made a way for the ones that I got From the bottom where everything lost got caught ( I feel like dying... ) They threw dirt on my name, I still rose through it From the mud, I just grew and I blew through it No love in the fame, I’m immune to it Riches in my vision, I stay true to it I came out the trenches where the cold wind bite Seen fake turn real in the same damn night Now I walk through the dark with a different sight Still pray for my soul every time I write Mama said she proud but she scared for my fate Every step I take got a risk I take Smith & Wesson on me just in case While she kneel and pray for a safer place No title on my name but the streets still know Every Dubby I throw got a heavy glow Heart so numb it don’t even show Left my trust in the wind, let it go I put feelings in envelopes, shipped ‘em away No address for the pain that I couldn’t stay They judge my face, they judge my way But I live this life ‘til my final day ( I feel like...) How you know when you love someone? When your soul too broke to trust no one When the damage done and the pain still run You just walk that road ‘til the light don’t come ( I feel like dying... ) Standing in court while my mama cried Said “I told you so” but I still defied Judge gave lessons I can’t deny True love hurts when it says goodbye ( I feel like dying... ) Homeless days or in a concrete cell Where the real ones fade and the stories tell Seen strong men break, seen legends fell Prayin’ in hell when the church bells yell ( I feel like... ) Bloody nights turn to obituary lines Seen my closest switch in the same lifetime Trust get lost in the warning signs Now I read every soul through the eyes of crime ( I feel like... ) Walk that long road, no hand to guide Turn the corner, see my past collide Every choice got a darker side But I still survive with my head held high ( I Feel like... ) What’s understood don’t need explain Too much loss got me numb to pain Murder thoughts runnin’ through my veins But I still search for a way to change ( I feel like dying... ) How you know when you got real love left? When you still breathe but you feel half-dead When the road you walk got no reset You just pray for peace you ain’t found yet ( I feel like dying... )
