I got six missed calls and a busted lip Told my friends I fell, but it was her grip They say “She’s toxic” yeah, but so am I She’s just better at saying goodbye I dress like a corpse in a thrift store tee Eyes like glass, brain on E They think she’s dragging me through hell But honestly, I like it here myself I sleep with ghosts and blame the bed Talk to walls that don’t talk back She calls me “sweetheart,” “curse,” and “pet” I call that balance, they call it red flags She's not the problem, I am She just gave me what I already had A little chaos, a little blade Wrapped in perfume and bad behavior I’m not a victim, I’m the match I lit her love and watched it catch So if you see me crash and burn Just know I liked the way it hurt I text her “come ruin me again” With a selfie I shouldn’t send She shows up with tears and a bottle We kiss like it’s the end of a novel Yeah, I know what this is Codependency in a pretty dress She's so pretty when she's a mess Without her I got nothing left She's not the problem, I am She just gave me what I already had A little chaos, a little blade Wrapped in perfume and bad behavior I’m not a victim, I’m the match I lit her love and watched it catch So if you see me crash and burn Just know I liked the way it hurt Blood on the carpet, love on the floor We break up just to want it more She says I'm sick, I say "I know" But sick looks good when the lights are low She's not the problem I am And I’d do it all again With both hands
