
Sound Like Myself
I don’t need to be fixed, I just need to turn up the volume. Rain on the blacktop, mascara in my sleeve, Friday night buzzing through a cracked phone screen. Boots on the curb where the dandelions lie Everybody watching but they don't know why Mama says, “Smile, baby, don’t make a scene,” But my heart’s like gravel in a washing machine. Church bell ringing and the sky’s gone bad, I bite my tongue till it makes him mad. And I tried to be sweet, Tried to be small, Tried to be pretty on command. But there’s a cheap little speaker in the back of my ribs Saying, make them understand I just wanna sound like myself, With the whole world screaming through somebody else. Wild hair, ripped jeans, Heart off the shelf TURN ME UP till I sound like myself. I don’t wanna shine through a screen, I wanna burn like a bonfire at seventeen. If I’m cracked, let it ring, When I’m raw, give em hell TURN ME UP till I sound like myself. Dillon's old truck’s got a blown-out speaker, But it tells the truth when the bass line kicks. I wrote my name on the fogged-up mirror, Then crossed out the girl they labeled me with. Small town mouths make a thunderstorm easy, Whisper my business at the Dairy Queen. I walk in laughing with my jacket half-zipped, Red dirt angel with a blacktop dream. And I tried to be good, Tried to be gold, Tried to be less of a spark. But there’s a dog-eared dream with its teeth still sharp Barking loud in the dark I just wanna sound like myself, With the whole world screaming through somebody else. Wild hair, ripped jeans, Heart off the shelf TURN ME UP till I sound like myself. I don’t wanna shine through a screen, I wanna burn like a bonfire at seventeen. If I’m cracked, let it ring, When I’m raw, give em hell TURN ME UP till I sound like myself. Say it with the lights out. Say it with your chest. Say it like the feedback Knows your address. I just wanna sound like myself, With the whole world screaming through somebody else. Wild hair, ripped jeans, Heart off the shelf TURN ME UP till I sound like myself. I don’t wanna shine through a screen, I wanna burn like a bonfire at seventeen. If I’m cracked, let it ring, When I’m raw, give em hell TURN ME UP till I sound like myself.

