Torn (mental health parody version)

[Verse 1] I thought I had a brain holding tight, It was calm, it came around like it was doing fine— It showed me what it was to fry. Well, it couldn’t be the mind I once adored. It doesn’t seem to know or even care what meds are for— I don’t know it anymore. There’s nothing where my calm should be, My coping plan abandoned me— That’s what’s going on. Nothing’s fine, I’m torn. [Chorus] I'm low out of steam, this is how I feel. I'm cold and overtrained, Curled up shaking on the floor. Illusion never changed Into something real. I'm wide awake and seeing that my baseline’s torn. You're a little late— I'm already torn. [Verse 2] So I guess the therapist was right— Should’ve seen just what was there, not every “holy light.” But the panic hit my veins and now… I don’t care, I’ve lost my luck, My mindfulness is thunderstruck— There’s just so many things That trigger-stuck—I’m torn. [Chorus] I'm low out of steam, this is how I feel. I'm cold and overtrained, Curled up shaking on the floor. Illusion never changed Into something real. I'm wide awake and seeing that my baseline’s torn. You're a little late— I'm already torn. [Bridge] Torn. There’s nothing where my calm should be, My safety plan detached from me— That’s what’s going on. Nothing’s right, I’m torn. [Chorus – Final] I'm low out of steam, this is how I feel. I'm cold and overstrained, Curled up shaking on the floor. Illusion never changed Into something real. I'm wide awake and wishing that my brain restored. I'm low out of steam, This is how I feel. I'm cold and overstained, Bound and buzzing on the floor. You're a little late— I'm already torn. Torn. Oh… Oh yeah, oh yeah. Oh yeah, oh yeah.