会いたいと逢いたいが、ボクを裂いていく。 “To want you and to long for you—both pull me apart.” ✦･━･✦･━･✦･━･✦ Lyrics : Murasaki https://x.com/Murasaki_pop ※English lyrics are listed at the bottom. © 2025 Murasaki ✦･━･✦･━･✦･━･✦ [Intro] 触れれば壊れる── そんな予兆だけ抱いていた [Verse 1] 割れそうな心の坩堝を 掌でそっと押さえつけて 走り続ける夜風の中 答えの影だけ探している 正しさに縛られたボクは 未明の街で足を止めた まだ誰にも言えない衝動が 胸の奥で悸動だけ放つ [Pre-Chorus 1] 会いたい と 逢いたい が それぞれ藍に沈んでいく 名付けられぬままの想いが ボクをどこへ連れていくの── [Chorus 1] ただ 逢いのままに 言い訳なんていらないから 君がそうであるように ボクも愛の形を信じたい 深紺に滲む世界の果てで まだ名もない夢が呼んでいる 世界が藍色に沈む前に── ただ 逢いのままに [Verse 2] 息を潜めた夜の底で 未完成のボクだけ暴れてる 本音はずっと 臆病の過信 それでも離せない温度がある 会わない理由を並べたって 心は一歩も引き返さない 逢瀬の記憶さえないくせに 君を失う未来だけ怖いなんて [Pre-Chorus 2] 会いたい と 逢いたい が 藍に触れて揺れていく 世界が沈む音の中でも ボクは手を伸ばしてしまう── [Chorus 2] ただ 逢いのままに 壊れても構わないほど 君が触れた心の罅を もう隠せないボクがいる 深紺の影がボクを抱いて 夢か現か 境界が溶ける 藍が世界を覆う前に── ただ 逢いのままに [Bridge] 薄明の空を仰いだら 微睡の残光が揺れていた 触れれば失い 離れれば悔いる その狭間でボクはまだ息をしている 夢か現か── どちらでもいい この心だけは嘘じゃない [Final Chorus] ただ 逢いのままに 夜を越えても消えない声で 君がそうであるように ボクも愛の深さを抱きしめたい 藍が世界を静かに染めても 手は離さないままで 選び損ねた答えのすべてを 胸に刻みながら── ただ── 逢いのままに [END] ✦･━･✦･━･✦･━･✦ 《 As My Heart Meets You - English Ver.》 [Intro] If I touch it, it will break— that omen was all I carried. [Verse 1] A fragile crucible of my heart, held down softly by my palm, running through the night wind, searching only for the shadow of an answer. Bound by what is “right,” I stopped in a city before dawn. An unnamed impulse trembles still, echoing deep inside my chest. [Pre-Chorus 1] “Want to meet” and “need to meet” both sink into indigo. A feeling that has no name keeps pulling me somewhere. [Chorus 1] Just… as my heart longs to. I don’t need excuses anymore. As you are— I want to believe in the shape of love. At the far edge of a blurred blue world, a nameless dream still calls to me. Before everything sinks into indigo— let me follow this longing. [Verse 2] At the bottom of a quiet night, the unfinished version of me lashes out. My honesty has always been a timid overconfidence— yet I can’t release this warmth. Even if I list reasons not to see you, my heart refuses to retreat. I don’t even have memories of meeting you, yet only the future where I lose you terrifies me. [Pre-Chorus 2] “Want to meet” and “need to meet” touch the same indigo and tremble. Even as the world sinks into sound, I still reach out for you. [Chorus 2] Just… as my heart leads me. Even if it breaks me, I won’t mind. The crack you left in my heart— I can’t hide it anymore. A deep blue shadow embraces me, blurring the line between dream and waking. Before indigo covers the world— let me follow this desire. [Bridge] When I looked up into the pale dawn sky, the last glow of a daydream flickered. Touch it, and I’ll lose it. Let go, and I’ll regret it. In that fragile in-between, I’m still breathing. Dream or reality— either is fine. My heart is the only truth I have. [Final Chorus] Just… as my heart longs to. With a voice that won’t fade, even past the night. As you are— I want to embrace the depth of love. Even if indigo quietly paints the world, I won’t let go of your hand. Every answer I failed to choose— I’ll carve them into my heart. Just— as my heart longs to. [END] ✦･━･✦･━･✦･━･✦ Thanks for listening! <3 by Murasaki :D
