Yeahโ€ฆ They think Iโ€™m good now. They donโ€™t see the rewind. I climbed out the hole they said Iโ€™d die in... ... [Intro โ€“ low, tense] Yeahโ€ฆ They think Iโ€™m good now. They donโ€™t see the rewind I climbed out the hole they said Iโ€™d die in Built a whole life, now they call it โ€œthrivinโ€™โ€ But every time the silence gets quiet Itโ€™s like the dark comes back just to try me I conquered talks that I used to avoid Held my ground, didnโ€™t fold, found a voice But anxiety donโ€™t care about growth Itโ€™ll kick in the door like it lives in my throat Say Iโ€™m healed but I still feel scared Like what if I never really left that there? What if the fire I thought I put out Just waits in the walls, tryna burn back down? They see strength I see maintenance Every good day needs arrangements I want kindness without self-erasing Peace without constant negotiations Itโ€™s just a snippet, just a glimpse of the pit Just a flicker of the old me I was living with They say, โ€œYouโ€™re different,โ€ yeah, I know I did But why it feel like I could slip again? I donโ€™t wanna give myself up just to keep the peace I just wanna feel safe inside of me If I made it out, why it chase my steps? Itโ€™s just a snippetโ€ฆ but it feels like death Heart race, hands shake, mind sprint Every small thing feel life-ending Hyper-aware, always bracing Like calm is a trick and itโ€™s waiting I built this version brick by brick From the broken kid that was barely stitched Now I guard my space like a loaded clip โ€˜Cause I wonโ€™t go back to the pit I quit And maybe growth ainโ€™t linear lines Maybe strength is showing up scared sometimes Maybe healing ainโ€™t โ€œnever againโ€ Maybe healing is โ€œhere we go โ€” breathe โ€” and defendโ€ Iโ€™m not the dark place, I survived it Iโ€™m not the spiral, I can ride it Fear donโ€™t mean Iโ€™m back at the start It just means I still got a human heart Itโ€™s just a snippet, it ainโ€™t the end Just a shadow that donโ€™t get to win Iโ€™ve been lower, Iโ€™ve been bent But Iโ€™m not that place I escaped from then I donโ€™t wanna give myself up just to keep the peace I just wanna feel safe inside of me If it knocks again, I wonโ€™t let it in Itโ€™s just a snippet โ€” Iโ€™m stronger than itโ€™s ever been