
The Snippet
Yeahโฆ They think Iโm good now. They donโt see the rewind. I climbed out the hole they said Iโd die in... ... [Intro โ low, tense] Yeahโฆ They think Iโm good now. They donโt see the rewind I climbed out the hole they said Iโd die in Built a whole life, now they call it โthrivinโโ But every time the silence gets quiet Itโs like the dark comes back just to try me I conquered talks that I used to avoid Held my ground, didnโt fold, found a voice But anxiety donโt care about growth Itโll kick in the door like it lives in my throat Say Iโm healed but I still feel scared Like what if I never really left that there? What if the fire I thought I put out Just waits in the walls, tryna burn back down? They see strength I see maintenance Every good day needs arrangements I want kindness without self-erasing Peace without constant negotiations Itโs just a snippet, just a glimpse of the pit Just a flicker of the old me I was living with They say, โYouโre different,โ yeah, I know I did But why it feel like I could slip again? I donโt wanna give myself up just to keep the peace I just wanna feel safe inside of me If I made it out, why it chase my steps? Itโs just a snippetโฆ but it feels like death Heart race, hands shake, mind sprint Every small thing feel life-ending Hyper-aware, always bracing Like calm is a trick and itโs waiting I built this version brick by brick From the broken kid that was barely stitched Now I guard my space like a loaded clip โCause I wonโt go back to the pit I quit And maybe growth ainโt linear lines Maybe strength is showing up scared sometimes Maybe healing ainโt โnever againโ Maybe healing is โhere we go โ breathe โ and defendโ Iโm not the dark place, I survived it Iโm not the spiral, I can ride it Fear donโt mean Iโm back at the start It just means I still got a human heart Itโs just a snippet, it ainโt the end Just a shadow that donโt get to win Iโve been lower, Iโve been bent But Iโm not that place I escaped from then I donโt wanna give myself up just to keep the peace I just wanna feel safe inside of me If it knocks again, I wonโt let it in Itโs just a snippet โ Iโm stronger than itโs ever been

