[Intro] [Style: alt-punk grunge] [Mood: introspective anguished] [Vocals: male whispered raw] [Instrumentation: quick distorted guitar riff driving drums reverb bass] [Dynamics: quiet raw] [Sounds/FX: cinematic swell reverb] Ive been leaving all my life [Verse 1] [Style: alt-punk grunge] [Mood: introspective anguished] [Vocals: male emotive raw] [Instrumentation: stripped distorted guitar reverb bass light snare] [Dynamics: quiet raw] Goodbyes never long enough Each one another knife A permanent slice on my soul [Chorus] [Style: anthemic grunge] [Mood: raw desperate] [Vocals: male shouted raw] [Instrumentation: loud distorted guitars heavy drums reverb bass] [Dynamics: loud explosive] [Sounds/FX: cinematic swell] Expected Exhausted Execution Im going now I said I have to leave I proclaimed Im the one that must go I believed Im the one that must die I felt without dread [Verse 2] [Style: alt-punk grunge] [Mood: pained defiant] [Vocals: male emotive raw] [Instrumentation: distorted guitars heavier drums pulsing bass] [Dynamics: mid-tempo build] I bled My fears went unfed That was supposed to be my fate Send me send me I said [Bridge] [Mood: reflective tormented] [Vocals: male emotive strained] [Instrumentation: minimal clean guitar reverb bass then building distorted guitars drums] [Dynamics: quiet to building tension] [Sounds/FX: cinematic swell reverb] But I came back Every single time A bit more torn a bit more worn a bit less whole God you brought me home to those I adore Grateful but what youve done is so hard to bear [Chorus Variation] [Style: anthemic grunge variation] [Mood: grieving raw] [Vocals: male shouted raw intense] [Instrumentation: loud distorted guitars heavy drums reverb bass] [Dynamics: loud explosive] [Sounds/FX: cinematic swell] Because you took her My love my breath my anchor The last hold on my humanity And now the depths of my heart are but a shoal [Verse 3] [Style: alt-punk grunge] [Mood: anguished resigned] [Vocals: male emotive raw] [Instrumentation: distorted guitars pulsing drums reverb bass] [Dynamics: mid-tempo build] No It was me I was the one meant to be remembered A name on a plaque a shadow on a wall [Bridge 2] [Mood: catastrophic grieving] [Vocals: male strained breaking] [Instrumentation: minimal guitar reverb bass then building distorted guitars epic drums] [Dynamics: quiet to building tension] [Sounds/FX: cinematic swell] Cruelty Cursed Crushing A sudden tragedy a frail mortality This was not how it was supposed to happen Not me standing here shattered Not her absent [Outro Chorus Variation] [Style: anthemic grunge] [Mood: catastrophic grieving] [Vocals: male broken grieving] [Instrumentation: full band distorted guitars epic drums reverb bass synth undertones] [Dynamics: catastrophic full-band detonation] [Sounds/FX: cinematic swell reverb] Why would God take you but leave me This tainted soul What is left of me now How do I love with this wreckage inside me For those who remain I must find my somehow I see it now what I never considered This is the pain I would have left in my wake A grief insurmountable unbearable Please God please Can I wake
