[Intro] (quiet, tense) Yeah Again Back here again [Verse 1] I hate that I hurt myself, even when I know it burns I pick the poison first, then watch it twist and turn I say "I'm fine" but I'm locked up with it all inside Then I walk right back to the edge where I try and hide [Pre-Chorus] I hate what I want, but I still take all the blame Every broken door just pulls me back the same I hear that voice telling me it's what I need But it digs in deep and makes me FUCKING BLEED!! [Build] (push harder) No way out No clean break I know better Still I go back [Chorus] I hate that I do it again I hate that I do it again I know it hurts, but I still go back again I call it the end, then I start all over again I hate that I do it again I HATE THAT I DO IT AGAIN!! [Post-Chorus] (heavy) Again Again I FUCKING DO IT AGAIN!! [Verse 2] I wear my shame like a second skin, heavy and cold I talk down to myself, let the worst part take control The mirror's cracked, my name's written across the glass Every step I take feels like I fall right back too fast [Pre-Chorus] I hate what I want, but I still take all the blame Every broken door just pulls me back the same I hear that voice telling me it's what I need But it digs in deep and makes me fucking bleed [Build] (more intense) Teeth locked Hands shake Same wound SAME MISTAKE!! [Chorus] I hate that I do it again I hate that I do it again I know it hurts, but I still go back again I call it the end, then I start all over again I hate that I do it again I hate that I do it again [Transition] (strip back, tense pause) If I could rip it out If I could kill that part of me Maybe I'd finally stop Maybe I'd FINALLY BREATHE [Breakdown] (shouted, hateful, explosive) I HATE THE PART OF ME THAT RUNS BACK TO THE PAIN I HATE THE FUCKING WAY I DO THIS TO MYSELF AGAIN NO MERCY NO FIX NO SAVING ME FROM ANY OF THIS I DRAG MYSELF DOWN I KEEP MYSELF SICK I KNOW WHAT THIS IS AND I STILL CHOOSE IT [Breakdown - Part 2] (slower, crushing) I see that face I know that stare It's me in the dark Still pulling me there I hate myself For giving in I swear it's over Then I do it again [Transition] (rise back in) One more time Same regret Same lie in my head Same end [Final Chorus] (full force) I hate that I do it again I hate that I do it again I know it hurts, but I still go back again I call it the end, then I start all over again I hate that I do it again I hate that I do it again [Outro] (bleak, fading) Again Again I hate that I do it again I hate that I do it again
