Fading

[Verse] Restless despair, swallow my soul. Lost in my thoughts, wish to be whole. Can't break this curse, it fucking hurts. Losing this fight, I'm out of control. [Chorus] I was fading. A dying flame with nowhere to run. Forgot my face, forgot what I'd become. Every heartbeat came undone, Every battle lost and won. I was fading. Now I fight to become someone! [Verse 2] I keep my hands around the moment But it slips between my fingers Another memory loses focus While the weight of it still lingers I carved my promises in stone Thinking they would outlive me Now every word is wearing thin A ghost that won't stay in [Chorus] I was fading... Like a photograph left in the sun. Breaking! Trying to hold what I couldn’t save, Every piece of me was slipping away. But I’m still here, I’m still here I was fading... Now I’m fighting, fighting to reappear!!! [Bridge] I’m terrified to let it die The version of me left behind So I keep dragging every ghost Through a life they’ll never know [Breakdown] IF I DISAPPEAR~!!! Will the pain disappear with me? IF I LOSE MYSELF~!!! Will I finally be set free? I’ve been scraping at the surface Trying to prove that I exist But the harder that I hold on THE MORE I LOSE MY GRIP~!!!! [Final Chorus] I was fading Like a photograph left in the sun. Breaking! Trying to hold what I couldn’t save, Every piece of me was slipping away. But I’m still here, I’m still here I was fading... Now I’m fighting, fighting to reappear!!!