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Lil Jay D, Jboyz - Deep

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[Hook: Female Vocalist, Spoken] Somebody said you lost your faith and closed the door Danced inside the shadows, couldn’t find the floor Fell into the silence, echo wants for more And that cuts so deep in me And that cuts so deep in me And that cuts so deep in me And that cuts so deep in me [Verse 1] I got liquor in my veins, got a Bible on the shelf Tryna balance out the pain but I’m drowning in myself Every dollar that I made feel like shackles on my health If success is just a cage, I’ma burn it down in stealth See, I’m living with regret, tryna cover up my past Still the mirror show the cracks every time I glance Justice feel like fiction, freedom like a scam Every cop I see remind me of the blood on they hands I ain’t praying to the sky, I ain’t searching for no peace I just circle in the night with this .40 on the seat Pulling up slow motion, demons in the breeze Plotting on revenge like it’s therapy for me I can’t sleep, so I’m drifting with the city lights Every corner that I pass is another sacrifice Voices telling me to quit, but the other side of life Is a cliff I keep facing with my feet on the knife [Hook: Female Vocalist, Spoken] Somebody said you lost your faith and closed the door Danced inside the shadows, couldn’t find the floor Fell into the silence, echo wants for more And that cuts so deep in me And that cuts so deep in me And that cuts so deep in me And that cuts so deep in me [Verse 2] Driving with a bottle and a voice in my chest Every choice that I made feel like one more test Studied holy words but I still feel possessed Success without soul is a funeral dressed I’m awake when I dream, hear the cries in the street See the hunger in the children while the rich still feast Every prison built private, got a price on peace Every death on the block just a mark on the sheet Tell me how to feel love when the world’s so numb How to find a little faith when the church won’t come I’m a sinner in disguise, I confess with the gun Only God in my mind is the smoke in my lungs But maybe there’s a crack in the walls I can’t see Maybe there’s a door where the pain set me free Until then I’m just pacing with a blade on my sleeve Searching for a reason not to bleed on the beat [Hook: Female Vocalist, Spoken] Somebody said you lost your faith and closed the door Danced inside the shadows, couldn’t find the floor Fell into the silence, echo wants for more And that cuts so deep in me And that cuts so deep in me And that cuts so deep in me And that cuts so deep in me [Verse 3] Every soul that I pass is a ghost in disguise Every prayer that I say just evaporates the skies Father Time on my back, and he whisperin’ lies Told me “keep chasing gold, watch your spirit die” But I ain’t blind, I see clearer when I’m weak Confidence cracks, but the pain still speak Every chain that I bought is a chain on me Every face that I lost still remain on me Carpe diem, but the day feel cursed Every dollar in my palm is a weight, not worth Every moment in the mirror is a fight, rehearse For the day I disappear in a hearse, no church So I write, bleed ink ‘til the pages burn Hope the lessons that I learned flip a tide, return Maybe life is a gamble, maybe death is the turn Either way, every scar is a badge I earned