Yeah… It’s 3AM again Cold hands, black sky Back in the shed with her You know who she is Spent all night in the shed throwing darts with the Frost Queen Hours disappear, baby, that’s what she does to me Love it when it hits, hate it when it owns me Can’t tell if I’m addicted to the game or what it brings me Locked in, tunnel vision, music on, cartoons glow World outside gets quiet, I don’t gotta feel no more Is it good, is it bad? I don’t even know Maybe I’d know the answer if I wasn’t flying low Wish it was just weed, that’d be easier to say But alcohol twists my soul the same damn way Frost Queen kiss cold, leave a fever in my veins Pretty little nightmare, make a wreckage of my name Tri-faded, sometimes quad-faded Say it like it’s cool, but I really hate it Talk big, act numb, lie so casual Whole time I’m praying I could still be salvageable Frost Queen, keep me up ‘til the sunrise Cold touch, blue eyes, death in a disguise I say I love her, but that love’s a lie Every time she holds me, part of me dies Frost Queen, dancing in the shed light Darts on the wall while I’m losing my whole life Laughing like it’s nothing, fading every night I scream real quiet so you sleep alright I think she’s the reason I got that hernia Had me looking half-dead, pale like I was ghosted up Mom saw it in my face, I had to tell the truth Couldn’t let her keep on thinking there was nothing left to lose I was looking like a warning, moving like a man possessed Heart beating weird, pressure building in my chest Still I went back, yeah, I treated hell like sex Every bad decision dressed up looking like a yes Weed the only thing I need, at least that’s what I say But liquor and the Frost Queen always pull me off the way Fear in every corner, guilt in everything I taste I keep calling it a phase while it’s eating me away Tri-faded, sometimes quad-faded Joke about the pain like I somehow made it Smooth lies, dark rooms, bad habits ritual Whole time I’m breaking down and trying to look beautiful Frost Queen, keep me up ‘til the sunrise Cold touch, blue eyes, death in a disguise I say I love her, but that love’s a lie Every time she holds me, part of me dies Frost Queen, dancing in the shed light Darts on the wall while I’m losing my whole life Laughing like it’s nothing, fading every night I scream real quiet so you sleep alright And I feel guilty ’cause I’m never around Always in the shed while you’re somewhere in the house You deserve a father who is present and proud But I’ve been lost in my head, and it’s weighing me down I hate that I miss all the little things you do The laughs, the smiles, the moments I should’ve been there through I tell myself I’m trying, but the truth cuts instead I’ve been hiding from my heart in that old shed again I see your little face and it tears me apart ’Cause you deserve my time, not just pieces of my heart And I’m scared one day you’ll grow up and finally see That the man I should’ve been was too far gone to be me Frost Queen, keep me up ‘til the sunrise Cold hands on my throat, heaven in a bad light I call her mine, but she’s my parasite Every time I chase her, I get less alive Frost Queen, all glitter, all frostbite Shed full of shadows and a dead-end high I play dumb, but I know this ain’t right I’m scared it’ll be too late when I open my eyes Yeah… I’m scared it’ll be too late When I finally come down And see what I became
