liar.

( almost a crying voice with a little bit of anger) fuck life bury me in my bed hate my life and my body might burn till i sleep boiling my blood please let me kill myself cuts all up and down my torso i hate myself for loving you and i dont know what to do please tell me if im going to survive why do you have to be suck a liar please just fuck off i hate myself for loving you and i dont know what to do so if i am near to through you may make it worse please dont reach out i won’t be around to respond surrounded by yelling and hatred raised with love and respect up until now i hate myself for loving you and i dont know what to do…..