No Pilot

Four times l've tried, four times l've failed. Each bloody attempt, derailed. Pandemic's grip, cyclone's wrath, Every damn thing blocks my path. Their music's my solace, my guiding light, Yet live on stage remains out of sight. Is destiny twisted, or just plain cruel? This cosmic joke makes me its fool. We call it our "Core," their legacy to keep, A journey south, dreams running deep. every damn time, something stands in my way, I'm starting to believe what l've dreaded to say: The universe doesn't want me to see S.T.P. No matter my fight, fate laughing at me. No matter how I try, it's denying me. The universe doesn't want me to see S.T.P. I scream their lyrics, their songs fuel my soul, But live on stage, Seems it's not my role. Is it karma, bad luck, or some cosmic jest? Whatever it is, it's put me to the test. We call it our "Core," their legacy to keep, A journey south, dreams running deep. every damn time, something stands in my way, I'm starting to believe what l've dreaded to say: The universe doesn't want me to see S.T.P. No matter my fight, fate laughing at me. No matter how I try, it's denying me. The universe doesn't want me to see S.T.P. I've raged, l've cursed, questioned the stars, All for the band that heals my scars. But maybe it's time to face the truth, The universe revels in stealing my youth. The universe doesn't want me to see S.T.P. No matter my fight, fate laughing at me. No matter how I try, it's denying me. The universe doesn't want me to see S.T.P. So here's to the nights that never transpired, To the concerts missed and hopes expired. I'll crank their tunes, let the pilots party begin, Since the universe won't let me see them live again