[Intro] I’m sorry for every word I swallowed for every truth I buried just to keep you close [Verse 1] I’ve been breaking in the silence ’cause I never said your name without wishing I could tell you that I’m the one to blame I’m still clinging to the pieces of the love I couldn’t keep and I hate that I still need you more than I can even speak [Pre-Chorus] I don’t want to feel this but I can’t feel anything else Every time I try to heal I fall apart by myself [Chorus] Spector, Spector I’m begging you to hear all the things I never said when you were still near Spector, Spector I’m choking on the truth I’m still in love with the ghost of you [Verse 2] I’ve been screaming at the mirror just to see if I’m alive ’cause the person that you left here is too broken to survive I keep wishing you would answer when I whisper in the dark but the only thing that answers is the echo in my heart [Pre-Chorus 2] I don’t want to need this but I’m nothing when I’m strong Every time I try to move I drag your shadow along [Breakdown – Crying Confession] Don’t leave I’m not ready Don’t fade I’m not steady Don’t go I’m not breathing Don’t— I’m not anything without you without you without you Spector… [Chorus – Final] Spector, Spector I’m still reaching out to the memory of a promise I can’t live without Spector, Spector I know you’re long gone but the part of me you broke is the part I lean on [Outro] If I disappear tonight would you follow where I fall or stay behind forever as the ghost I still call
