[Verse 1] Woke up chewing plastic Tongue stuck to my teeth Little white liars Lined up by the sink They say they keep me breathing They say they keep me calm But my hands still shaking And my head still gone [Chorus] So fuck pills I’m done being flatlined Done feeling half-alive Like a ghost in my own eyes If I’m gonna hurt Let it be real Spit it in the trash Fuck pills That steal what I feel [Verse 2] Doctor signs his name On another little square Says “Son You’re doing great” Doesn’t see me stare Through the bathroom mirror At a stranger’s skin Counting all the side effects Instead of counting wins [Chorus] So fuck pills I’m done being flatlined Done feeling half-alive Like a ghost in my own eyes If I’m gonna hurt Let it be real Spit it in the trash Fuck pills That steal what I feel [Bridge] I want my anger I want my rain I want the bruise-colored Edges of pain I want the laughter That cracks That breaks Not this cardboard calm That every tablet makes (hey!) [Chorus] So fuck pills I’m done being flatlined Done feeling half-alive Like a ghost in my own eyes If I’m gonna heal Let it be real Spit it in the trash Fuck pills I’m taking back what I feel
