Not Easy [Neon Knockout]

Sometime's I just sit and wonder If I can make things easier not harder I just want to get back on track Yet I somehow always end up falling back What can I do to make it all fine (What can I do? What can I do?) I just don't know if I have the heart or the time (tick tock tick tock tick tock) Mmmmmm I can only run so far Mmmmmm It's tough to keep reaching for stars I try and try and try Then I cry and cry and cry Because it's really.. just.. Not easy (not at all) Oh oh its not easy My mental state in shambles There's only so much to handle Oh its not not not not easy Oh its not not not not easy I would love it lemon squeezy easy breezy But even with lemonade It aint easy today I wipe away the sweat Hoping to relieve some stress But one small thing sends me spiraling off the hook (off the hook) No matter what I think I don't know where to look Is there even a self-help book that would help me be less shook By the struggles I deal with? Mmmmmm I can only do so much Mmmmmm Every struggle is like a straight gut punch I try and try and try Then I cry and cry and cry Because it's really.. just.. Not easy (not at all) Oh oh its not easy My mental state in shambles There's only so much to handle Oh its not (not not not easy) Oh its not (not not not easy) I would love it lemon squeezy easy breezy But even with lemonade It aint easy today