[Intro] Yeah I was gone You were there I ain’t know it [Verse 1] Past due on the rent, lights off Phone full of threats I ain’t read Fighting with the one I said I loved Sleeping back to back on the edge of the bed Cup full of poison on my nightstand Blue pills lined like a prayer I forgot Looking in the mirror like, “Who that?” Hating every scar, every mark that I got [Chorus] I was lost in the dark, but You held me I was breaking my heart, still You kept me I was running from love I’d been begging for Didn’t see it was You at my every door All the nights I was high, You were higher Through the smoke, through the lies, You were fire Now I’m lifting my hands ‘cause I finally see It was You, only You, God, who carried me [Verse 2] Friends turning cold when the cash went I was chasing quick thrills, calling that peace Playing like a king in a borrowed crown Empty in the soul, but the flex on repeat Told my mama, “Yeah, I’m good, don’t worry” But the truth is I was drowning in shame Trading every blessing for a moment Writing my own name in the ash and the flame But when I crashed out, broke down on the floor You were in that silence, right there in the storm Whisper in my chest saying, “Come home” Love in the wreckage, making me reborn [Chorus] I was lost in the dark, but You held me I was breaking my heart, still You kept me I was running from love I’d been begging for Didn’t see it was You at my every door All the nights I was high, You were higher Through the smoke, through the lies, You were fire Now I’m lifting my hands ‘cause I finally see It was You, only You, God, who carried me [Bridge] You turned my pills to a testimony Turned my pain to a hallelujah Turned my lack into living water Every failure just led me to You, yeah (oh yeah) Every tear was a seed in the desert Every “why” was a road to Your name Now my scars singing out like a choir “All the glory, all the praise” [Chorus] I was lost in the dark, but You held me I was breaking my heart, still You kept me I was running from love I’d been begging for Didn’t see it was You at my every door All the nights I was high, You were higher Through the smoke, through the lies, You were fire Now I’m lifting my hands ‘cause I finally see It was You, only You, God, who carried me [Outro] Yeah, it’s You, only You Every breath, every step, that’s You From the pit to the promise, that’s You All the glory, all the praise to You
