DESiGN

💥💣💥💣💥💣💥💣💥 Normally wears a friendly face Smiles while she tightens screws Rules written, she won’t embrace Live with it and hide my bruise Fear sold as protection Compliance dressed as peace She’ll cause all complications While biting down on the sheets Begging for me to hit the spot Spinning for me To gets on top Keep it real, baby Keep it from me Keep the past out Act like it isn’t now I don’t feel right But sort of, kind of safe Trade self-respect For another taste I want truth But I stall Afraid of losing This isn’t chaos It’s design This isn’t chaos It’s design Nothing ever by mistake Everything warped Stretched and molded Put back in a six four crate Woke up tired on the day You came and the day when you didn’t Every bad habit feels inherited Lesson learned, but never learnt She talks big about it now Continue the end of our fight somehow Say you hate the way I think You gonna stay long enough to even blink? I know better But I still comply Comfort wins Integrity dies!! Chaos by your design It’s insanity (insanity) Give me more, I don’t mind Nothing chosen by mistake Everything bends Yet nothin’ breaks (nothin’ breaks) Grief bared behind a friendly grin Relief wrapped from underneath She is back again Back here for me! I want love without the mess Give you full control But this time, baby, please Without the fight No progress toward another night Spent all alone Only outta spite Push it down Lock it tight Smile big Swallow the fight Hit start Come back Smart, not smart? Don’t give a crap Nothing spoken Not about the past Nothing chosen But this future task Break away from the hate Burn the scripted way to checkmate Say it to me, please!!!! Look at me, I’m on my knees. This has been chaos by design Always something every time Come on, let it go I wanna feel safe too, ya know? Hit start Come back Nothing broken all the way Nothing chosen permanently Doesn’t have to be this way A life alone is the eternity