[INTRO | close, low, almost intrusive] …yeah I don’t wanna feel normal anymore [HOOK A | hypnotic, more urgent] I need to feel somethin’ Before I’m dead Not just exist like this Inside my head I need it sharp enough To leave a mark Somethin’ that wakes me up If I go too far [VERSE | more unsettling, controlled but intense] Same room, same glow, same night again Same thoughts I don’t let in You talk—I hear—but it don’t land Like I’m disconnected from it I push a little just to see If anything reacts in me Cross a line, then cross it twice Still don’t feel a thing inside Hands cold but I’m not gone Heartbeat like it’s holdin’ on Everything feels way too calm Like somethin’ already wrong [HOOK A | repeat, more pressure] I need to feel somethin’ Before I’m dead Not just exist like this Inside my head I need it sharp enough To leave a mark Somethin’ that wakes me up If I go too far [HOOK B | obsessive, darker, seductive edge] Push me further, don’t slow down I don’t care where it goes now If it breaks me, let it break I just need to feel awake Pull me under, keep me there I don’t wanna come up air If it hurts, I won’t complain At least I feel somethin’ again [BRIDGE | realization, but not stopping] I know this isn’t right… I just don’t wanna go back To not feelin’ anything [FINAL HOOK | heavier, almost desperate but controlled] I need to feel somethin’ Before I’m dead Not just exist like this Inside my head I need it sharp enough To leave a mark Somethin’ that wakes me up If I go too far [OUTRO | quiet, unsettling acceptance] …yeah If it ruins me… at least I felt it
