I shared a cigarette with the last good memory I had of you my hands were shaking hard enough to light it if I wanted to it tasted like surrender and the things I couldnt say held the smoke in like a secret, like you showed me how to do you said something small and stupid I heard something huge and true you coulda laughed the wrong way after maybe Id have still broke in two I love your green eyes I love your cute ears I love your sweet button nose I love your lovely hair I love the way you smile I love the way you stare I love the way you say my name like it was waiting there I love your soft lips I love your warm skin I love the way your whole face changes when youre trying not to grin I love your green eyes I love your cute ears I love your sweet button nose and I could stay right here for years I started measuring the days by how long I stayed awake crying at every little silence like it said your name everybody talked around me like I wasnt coming through every mirror made me look like someone halfway out of view Im not dumping this on you, now but I didnt imagine the wound I probably shouldve grown up faster shouldve let it leave the room maybe we were just too young then maybe our hearts were bruised too soon maybe you just dont hold that evening in your mind like I still do I love your green eyes I love your cute ears I love your sweet button nose I love your lovely hair I love the way you smile I love the way you stare I love the way you say my name like it was waiting there I love your soft lips I love your warm skin I love the way your whole face changes when youre trying not to grin I love your green eyes I love your cute ears I love your sweet button nose and I could stay right here for years if you truly dont remember if your mind let go somehow thats okay, I never wanted this to live in you like now if the years went down more gently with the blame all laid on me I can take that if it helped you be the person you could be just know I really tried to fight it even if I looked weak
