[Spoken over phone, slightly muffled] How’s it October already? [Chorus] Feels like it was just July When I still had you by my side I just wanna go back to then Feels like it was just July When I was doing fine on my own Before I hated being alone [Verse 1] I stay up watching videos of couples online Fall asleep wishing that their lives were mine I'd take anyone, yeah, anyone at this point Just to feel like I have something I can't lose I just wanna feel the breeze without Wishing you were here right now Right beside me like you used to be Just one more time, just one more week [Chorus] Feels like it was just July When I still had you by my side I just wanna go back to then Feels like it was just July When I was doing fine on my own Before I hated being alone [Rap Verse — soft, conversational] Yeah, summer went fast, now the leaves hit the ground Got a hundred little thoughts, but I don't say 'em out loud Got your name in my head when the sun goes down Funny how you're gone, but you're still all around And I'm scrolling past the memories, pretending I'm okay Like I didn't check my phone 'bout a hundred times today Everybody says that time's supposed to make it right But I still kinda miss you when it's cold at night And maybe I'm dramatic, maybe it's just the weather Maybe I just miss the way we used to be together Now July feels distant, like a dream I can't find And I'm stuck in October, tryna turn back time [Bridge — quieter, almost a whisper] Maybe I don't miss you Maybe I miss who I was Back when being on my own Was more than just enough And I know the seasons change And I know we're not the same But if I could have one day I'd go back there anyway [Final Chorus — soft vocals, layered harmonies] Feels like it was just July When I still had you by my side I'd give anything to go back then Feels like it was just July When I was doing fine on my own Before this house felt like a home [Outro — beat fades, spoken softly] Feels like it was just July… How’s it October already?


