Verse 1 – Sung] I wake up, same shit, different pain, Another day alone, going insane. No one checks in, no one's there, Eyes wide open, but nobody cares. I talk to the walls, to the ceiling above, They don’t judge me for not being enough. All these texts I never send, ‘Cause I know they won’t fucking comprehend. [Rap Verse 1 – Raw / Spoken Word-Style Flow] Yeah—I'm tired of fakin' it, tired of smiles, Tired of counting lonely-ass miles. Tired of scrolling through fake-ass lives, While I sit here wondering why the fuck I try. Dark thoughts knockin’ like a goddamn drum, Saying, “Pick up the blade, let’s get this done.” I don’t want to die, I just want to escape, From this empty-ass room and the silence I hate. [Chorus – Sung] No one listens, no one knows, I’m falling deeper than I show. These bad thoughts don’t leave me be, And I’ve got no one—just fuckin’ me. It’s getting hard just to breathe, With no one here to see me bleed. Lonely cuts more than a knife— It’s killing me slow… And calling it life. [Verse 2 – Sung] I left the lights on hoping for a sign, But it’s just me and these fucked up lines. Wrote "help" on a note I’ll never send, 'Cause I know I’ll get left on "read" again. He said he loved me, now he don't speak, Guess I only mattered when I wasn’t weak. My phone is dry, my chest is tight, And I haven't felt safe in months of nights. [Rap Verse 2 – Aggressive Flow] I’ve been screamin' in silence, bleed in my sleep, Prayin’ to a god I don’t even believe. Look in the mirror like, “Who the fuck's she?” Some broken bitch that used to be me. No love, no touch, no reason to care, Just pills in the drawer and a blank-ass stare. I fake my laughs, fake my grace, But I’m two more cries from leavin’ this place. [Bridge – Sung, soft and cold] Don’t say "I’m here" if you’re not gonna stay, Don’t say "I care" just to look okay. I needed someone when I broke in two— But the truth is… No one ever came through. [Final Chorus – Full Emotion, Sung + Spoken] No one listens, no one gives a shit, I’m breaking and no one notices it. These bad thoughts, man, they fuckin' scream, And no one sees how dark it’s been. I don’t want fake “likes,” I want real light, Someone to sit with me through the night. But I guess I’m too much, too heavy, too loud— So I drown in the dark, Without a crowd. [Outro – Whispered / Spoken Word] So if I don’t wake up tomorrow... Don’t act shocked. You weren’t there when it mattered. You weren’t there at all.
