Foundation... Base from which decisions are made. What I choose is from the core understanding of what is right and wrong. I spend time contemplating, observing, and concluding on some things....or even people. Others, it is simple. A decision can be made quite swiftly. It's not the assumption. It's the gut feeling that something is very wrong. That's Jesus telling me to move along. Don't look! Remain ignorant for the right reasons. Foundation... A supporting structure in which I stand my ground after making a final decision. I cannot be swayed. Will not be changed. That's God and His army standing beside me. I am protected. So, when I have a situation I cannot decide, cannot find a base ....I am lost. Is it me? What confines me from remaining strong? Why am I unable to make a final choice? God stirs my mind and heart. Not understanding fully, I make a choice, but then it's wrong. I question the fundamentals, my foundation. Change is coming. It is unsettling. It is confusing. Question God?! Oh, I have. I even stand in confusion, crying, angry, screaming. For every set back, there is advancement. Still waiting... That void is black and there is no light .... God is working, shaping, building...so I am told. No point? No evidence. Just blind... Blindly walking. Through Faith and what trust can be summoned while breathing. Shaken. Morals in tact, but the molding moves mountains inside. Rocking the foundation. Lord, lead me to the other side. Ready for sight, clarity, peace. Bring it back.... Stronger With your might Love and Power Lord. Make me whole in your Light In your Love. Free me from chains. Remove the mountains. Open my eyes. I await your Holy Spirit working inside to keep me from sin, thoughts, doubts Take me away from what is unappealing, unpleasing to you Lord. Keep me in your Embrace Strengthen my Foundation.
