I feel like I’m starting to lose myself this time just cause I can’t see him doesn’t mean he’s not close by. I’ve been fucking around in these streets for the past 2 weeks not sure how long it’s been since I’ve been asleep cause I keep having this nightmare flashes of red and the smell of burnt carbon and nails i lock my x in a house with my self and I burn it all down. Wake up angry and covered In Sweat Not sure if I’m even awake yet. this ain’t me I don’t think these are even my dreams so I try to circumvent them by staying awake insomnia Nowadays is starting to take shape I just feel so angry and empty haven’t even seen that fucker fly by me. I’m starting to feel more alone now than ever before the farther I slip the more the veil gets torn the more I find myself seeing her more and more I don’t know her name tho I feel like I know her face auburn eyes that glow green depending how the lights reflecting I know she see me cause im starting to feel her watching . So after a night of hard liquor shots round after round I ask her her name she said she’s just a girl from out of town…enter Anna I remember thinking as she sat across from me a sense familiarity that was that moment I met the love of my life she had fire in her eyes that made me feel alive. That night I took Anna home and from that moment on we are inseparable. She was so much better than my ex at any moment of the day she wanted sex in my car outside or work or in the bathroom at the bar we couldn’t keep our hands off each other constant sneaking off she would dig her nails so deep in me it started to leave scars but now I’m all in. Perfect attendance because she was always by my side didn’t go anywhere without my ride or die infatuated with that green glow in her eyes and when she gets mad I think she could breath fire all my clothes smell like smoke and I feel like sometimes I see it sneak out the side of her nose now the honeymoon is over like the story goes been fucking up at work wearing dirty clothes people that I know stopped answering their phones and people that I don’t are starting to look at me different and noticing the shaking on my hands as I become self aware and starting to feel the weight of the cross that I bare I think it’s finally time. I’m gonna tell Anna I think we should take a break for a while. Building myself up as I drive home thinking about how I’m gonna tell her to go . I pull in to my apartments covered in smoke flashing lights and flame light up the night sky. Suddenly I’m over come with the feeling that I haven’t felt in some time with my burning home ahead and the cold sense of dread that someone else might be in my head. There it is. Floating inches above the ground with its toes dragging twenty foot wing span clothes ragged tonight is the night I come face to face with my dragon
