Out Of Control

[Intro - Instrumental] [Verse 1] I feel the edges of my thoughts start fraying., Every quiet moment turns into noise., I’m smiling while something slips inside., Trying to ignore the warning signs., [Verse 2] My reflection doesn’t feel like me., There’s a stranger wearing my face., I hear my name inside my head., Like something’s calling from the dark., [Pre-Drop 1] The pressure keeps building under my skin And I don’t know how to stop it [Drop - Instrumental] [Hook 1] I'm losing my mind slowly!, I'm getting out of control! Every thought collides and tears me apart! This beautiful chaos is swallowing me whole! I feel the grip tightening on my soul! I’m slipping deeper every second I breathe! I don’t recognize myself anymore! [Verse 3] I try to ground myself in reality., But it bends every time I blink., My heartbeat sounds like distant thunder., Shaking the walls inside my chest., [Verse 4] I laugh at things that shouldn’t be funny., The line between calm and chaos fades., I feel the descent pulling me downward., And part of me doesn’t want to stop., [Pre-Drop 2] I’m standing on the edge of myself Watching everything start to fall [Drop - Instrumental] [Hook 2] I'm losing my mind slowly!, I'm getting out of control! The darkness feels familiar now! Every fear starts feeling like truth! I can’t tell what’s real anymore! This chaos feels beautiful and cruel! I’m falling but I’m wide awake! [Verse 5] Maybe sanity was never stable., Maybe I was always this cracked., I feel alive inside the unraveling., Like chaos finally understands me., [Bridge] If I let go what will remain?, A broken calm or total collapse?, I hover between control and ruin., Suspended in this fractured state., [Break - Instrumental] [Final Hook] I'm losing my mind slowly!, I'm getting out of control! This descent is carved into my bones! I feel the madness bloom inside me! Every step pulls me further down! I’m not running from it anymore! I surrender to the beautiful chaos! [Outro - Instrumental]