[Intro] [clean electric guitar with reverb, melodic riff] Yeah, uh-huh (No, no, no, no) [Verse 1] [trap drums enter, 808 bass] Cup filled with lyrical content Maybe I've been hitting this product too fast Same old face, same old trials Studio sessions, I'm numb some nights Studio sessions, I'm slurring the hell Put my soul to the test Running from the truth, yeah, I'm faster than the light But the darkness catches up every single lonely night I set my phone on text, just a cracked screen Living in a nightmare, wishing it was just a dream My heart is made of glass and you holding a hammer Got me stuttering my words, lost inside a stammer [Chorus] [synth pads enter, driving 808] Lost inside a stammer Now I'm drowning in the abyss of my cup I'm trying to find a way to numb it, keep it up (keep it up) She said she love me then she ran away with him Now my world is turning black and the lights are getting dim I'm screaming out your name but it's silence in the air Fighting with these demons like it's misery fair Down drowning in the abyss of my cup Wondering if I'll ever really wake up (wake up) [Verse 2] [drums drop out briefly, guitar continues] Swerving in the coupe, 190 in the rain I've been painting on my tears, swerving through the pain I got scars on my heart and nobody can see Locked inside a cage and you threw away the key Everybody telling me that I should move on fine But how can I move forward when my gravity is gone? You were my anchor, now I'm drifting into space [drums re-enter] Voices in my head getting louder by the hour Wilting like a rose that has lost its only power I mix the purple with the pain, hoping it dissolves But the mystery of us is something never solved [Chorus] Now I'm drowning in the abyss of my cup I'm trying to find a way to numb it, keep it up (keep it up) She said she love me then she ran away with him Now my world is turning black and the lights are getting dim I'm screaming out your name but it's silence in the air Fighting with these demons like it's misery fair Down drowning in the abyss of my cup Wondering if I'll ever really wake up (wake up) [Bridge] [half-time feel, heavy vocal reverb] (Ooh) I gave you everything, my heart on a plate Now I'm wrestling with love turning into hate I don't want to feel this, I just want to fly Kiss the ground goodbye, touch the cloudy sky Save me from myself 'cause I'm falling deep Secrets that we kept, promise I will keep Yeah, oh shit [Chorus] Now I'm drowning in the abyss of my cup I'm trying to find a way to numb it, keep it up (keep it up) She said she love me then she ran away with him Now my world is turning black and the lights are getting dim I'm screaming out your name but it's silence in the air Fighting with these demons like it's misery fair Down drowning in the abyss of my cup Wondering if I'll ever really wake up (wake up) [Outro] [drums fade out] Wake up Wake up Yeah, fading out Abyss in the cup Cold in the cup [guitar riff fades to silence]
