Yeah… I know that game now Smile in my face… knife in the hand Fuck all of that They offer help just so they got a chain on you Fake love in their eyes, waiting till they can shame on you Build you up a little just to watch what they can break in you Say they understand, then use your weakness when they aim at you That ain’t love, that’s control in a soft disguise That’s “let me hold you close” while they study where your heartline lies That’s “I’m here for you” with a poison little grin ‘Cause the second you stand tall, they start tearing at your skin Always what I did wrong Never what I survived Never “damn, you came far” Just reminders I’m alive Only when I was bleeding did they like me at all ‘Cause a broken man is easier to manage when he crawls Fuck your fake love Fuck your fake care You were never really with me You just liked me impaired Fuck your small minds Fuck your cheap lies You don’t wanna see me rise You just wanna watch me die They tell you “be yourself” till yourself gets a spine Then suddenly your truth gets called crossing the line They say “I’m proud of you” with resentment in the tone Because the weak little version of you felt safer to own Yeah I heard every comment, every cut, every sneer Every time they called it love while they planted more fear Every little dressed-up insult, every sweet little shove Every “I’m only saying this because…” fake version of love Nah, say it straight You liked me low You liked me cracked You liked me doubting every move so I would never fight back You liked having the high ground Liked acting like a saint But all that holy talk means nothing when your soul is full of hate Fuck your fake love Fuck your fake care You were never really with me You just liked me impaired Fuck your small minds Fuck your cheap lies You don’t wanna see me rise You just wanna watch me die Don’t tell me you loved me If you used my scars to keep me small Don’t tell me you cared If all you ever did was count my faults I know what you are now Every flaw I ever had, you held it like a prize Every wound I ever showed, you memorized the size Not to help me heal, nah, you kept it for the war So the day I pushed back, you could drag it all once more That’s filth That’s low That’s weak in a mask That’s people needing damaged men so they don’t face their own trash So here’s the truth plain, I don’t owe you my pain Don’t get to wear my darkness like a badge on your name I rebuilt in fire, in silence, in spite While you sat in the dark talking down on my life Now I’m done being polite, done explaining my scars If you can’t love who I am now, stay the fuck where you are Fuck your fake love Fuck your fake care You were never really with me You just liked me impaired Fuck your small minds Fuck your cheap lies You don’t wanna see me rise You just wanna watch me die You didn’t love me You loved having me beneath you That’s the difference
