[Verse 1] Hi, honey The phone keeps buzzing on the living room table Our friends keep calling, but I let it ring They want to know if I am keeping stable I just stopped answering everything My daughter came over to check the locks She's my new guardian watching the clock Everyone tells me I just need to grieve If they saw me alone, maybe then they'd believe This isn't something you fix in a day I honestly wish they would all go away [Chorus] I'm lost on a map with no way back home Just like I was before our lives crossed I want to scream out that it's so unfair Tell them I'm angry, tell them I'm lost But they mean well, so I just nod my head I'm okay, I'm hanging in It's all that I said [Verse 2] It's been an hour and my guardian's back We walk down to lunch, pick a booth by the aisle We order our food and she asks how I am I look at my plate and I force the same smile I roll my eyes down so she doesn't see The person sitting here isn't quite me Everyone tells me I just need to grieve If they saw me alone, maybe then they'd believe I wasn't ready to do this apart I'll never be ready for this part [Chorus] I'm lost on a map with no way back home Just like I was before our lives crossed I want to scream out that it's so unfair Tell them I'm angry, tell them I'm lost But they mean well, so I just nod my head I'm okay, I'm hanging in It's all that I said [Bridge] What if I jumped up, up and pushed back my chair? Say what I feel at the restaurant stare Tell them I'm furious, confused by it all Scream at the world right here by the wall I'm not alright and I don't have a plan But I bite my tongue and do what I can [Chorus] 'Cause I'm lost on a map with no way back home Just like I was before our lives crossed I want to scream out that it's so unfair Tell them I'm angry, tell them I'm lost But they mean well, so I just nod my head I'm okay, I'm hanging in It's all that I said [Outro] So nonchalant Like it's any other day I'll pay the check now Miss you
