[Verse 1] I wake up tired from a dream I can’t recall, Staring at the ceiling like it’s waiting for my fall. Everybody’s talking, but I’m somewhere far away, Smiling like I’m fine while I’m drowning every day. [Pre-Chorus] And I swear I’ve tried to change, But every road looks just the same. don’t wanna hurt myself but maybe that’s what i should do [Chorus] I can’t see a way forward, Can’t see through the gray, Every little piece of me Feels further away. I’m looking for a doorway, But every door’s the same, Maybe I’m just lost inside A life I can’t explain. [Verse 2] My friends keep asking if I’m doing okay, I say “yeah” so easily, then disappear for days. The night feels like a blanket that I never wanna lose, And morning brings the weight of everything I have to prove. [Pre-Chorus] And I swear I’ve tried to change, But every road looks just the same. don’t wanna hurt myself but maybe that’s what i should do [Chorus] I can’t see a way forward, Can’t see through the gray, Every little piece of me Feels further away. I’m looking for a doorway, But every door’s the same, Maybe I’m just lost inside A life I can’t explain. [Bridge] Maybe someday I’ll look back And wonder why I felt this trapped, Maybe there’s a morning hiding Somewhere underneath the black. I don’t believe it tonight, But I’ll stay until the light. the light that heaven… calls… [Outro] I can’t see a way forward, Not tonight, not yet, But maybe being lost doesn’t mean I’m finished with the rest. So I’ll breathe beneath the gray, And let tomorrow find its way. inside… the grave
